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thursday_feb.26.26

theres a certain amount of processing a human creature needs, so me and b made space in sanctuary with coffee from his shop. weird how you can slow down and it feel like you’re moving forward. the travelers gotta stop and compare notes. “Are you seeing this too?” I went straight from there to paint something in d’s kids bedroom. avengers. with Spiderman. the kids room is expertly themed. the parents take pains to create a good childhood. lots of open floor space, a clean house. the sound of two little girls with grandma making a couch pillow fort with grandma. its like the shire or something here. down and up off the floor from painting my left knee is sore. we are complex biological organisms and last night me and N wrestled as close to the limit as we could think was productive. what strange things humans do. listening to Jordon hall and ross talk about how we understand symbols almost spun me out. I finish the second session of painting and pull up to the house to see H sitting in the sunshine, but still with a fluffy jacket on, sunning, feet in the grass. we spent most of the evening outside. the neighbor kids came over to wrestle more. where else can they hit and tumble and let out all that? We’re muddy and our clothes are grass stained now. it’s night time. I play a riff from outer wilds on the picnic table under the stars. about a week of trying to play and I know almost the riffs by heart.

I spent the morning listening to a story from A. about how his life went existential, I offer some things, only if it helps. sent an email to j. hoping to utilize his brain power to explain to me how life works.

to be honest?

im too blessed with interesting people and interesting things to do. Call for work at 9 with a good client.

gotta get a walk in with the dog first,

god speed